how does it feel being a loose sting on a quilt the size of every thing

so im going to say how i got hte feeling than the feeling i got and what my experice is like.

so this was a challange becuase for me atlest i felt a differance between thinking and feeling ok when i die or even living would matter. so i got to look at some thing that would make me feel and thinking just has me thinking so i need to feel some thing i can see and experence. so i looked out side and there is 3rd ave and i went in the train and started to think about this and i felt it. it was a sinking ,droping feeling like the feeling you get when your lost or when you try really hard on some thing and it just disaperas is gone. like thats the closes things like it but i nocite it is right in my chest to the left. i know th romans thought emtion came from the heart and i can see why it is so strong in that one area.also my knees feel weak like they are rusty like it is a werid feeling. like it changes as i think about it and feel it, this is a real funny feeling mostly it is a sorrow that is fluxing and changes it is never the same. which is funny beucase what is going on will never change. and then my reaction is to think how we are connected like every one who has ever exsited on this rock has seen the sun or felt it in some way. so like i have a quick way to react. this is really funny.