was i suppose to do this

watching the play i found it amazing that the main actor was ab le to do so many charters so well. i know for me it is hard to do one and become one i felt that the perpective was interseting always being other men in the life of this girl who is being abused. i think it showed almost the ripple of relationship how abuse can effect others. also in writing or acting i think this subject is a really seldom explored i cant think of any ways the effect of abuses on other men not just the man.

this part was one i learned the most from was the circle groups. my idea about this was to keep quite for a little and see how things would unhold i didnt want to expect poeple to know nothing or every thing so to see where the class was with they're own ideas. so i let it sit but it was funny what subjects came up at first i thought where really out of contexts. like the question or commeents had nothing to do with the play or what it ws about some of the quesitons where in a paradoy. i didnt think it was offensive i thought it was confused they didnt know how to deal with this i thought. here is this new point of view showing how pateriachy voicle are wroung. sexism is so excepted it becomes invisble and i know for male kids it is never more cebrated. on xbox live for example poeple can be racsit sexist all they want. the word rape has turned from a horrbile action to a person so a celbrated victory cry people will ofthen say " you raped that bitch" refering to other players. i felt that these poeple where coming from a differnet world that they possibly never questioned. so maybe the off questions where not offensive or them trying to lean away from the subject but they are trying to cope with this new view.
so tlakign to them i had to i felt use things i thuoght wee all knew using poke'mon to explai points that htey may not of heard yet i found it amazing that one thing our school is not really touching on is sexism. i feel that for so many it i scompletly invisable and wont be shared. we should do this more often.

parneting 101

parneting this is hard to do. i mean there are so many ways to be a parnet and what is good or bad all i can think of is the out comes. i have never been a parnet really got a vague idea of what it means to be a parnet and what is the right thing to do. all i know is the result and some disscussions i have had with people about the same thing. what i notice is that rarely do poeple think that they where raised right and usally the poeple that do think that they where raised right are more likely not to have been. so what are they compareing their child hood to that makes it worse? maybe a good question would of been like how it is to be raised right or what could had your parnets hove done to make it better?
my dads experance of being raised was like getting hit alot by his mom and really not fun. i think alot of the time his aunts thought he would turn in to a serial killer but it is like the polar oppitsite of good of the really messed up child hood. ill ask him later to tell me some crazy stories like some thing how he got trown down stairs or some thing ill see.

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how are same sex friend groups similar to tribal interactions?

in what ways do same sex groups behave like our understanding of tribal interactions?

how can same sex friend groups be compared to tribs and how we belive they behave?

are human same sex friends ships dyienatmics the same as small gather hunter groups?

need help to foucs this but here is some reserch.

http://www.sociologyencyclopedia.com/public/tocnode?id=g9781405124331_chunk_g978140512433113_ss1-17

http://spr.sagepub.com/cgi/content/abstract/15/5/685

http://www.infed.org/biblio/friendship.htm

transforming a rape culture for the male group section they got in there i know they talk about male dyanmics.

personlity test

Your type is: ENTP

ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population.


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i tried to do the big five but it didnt work ill do it later. i remeamber reading about them how they wanted to make a tags for people to be easier to market to.it was an idea i dont think they are doing it yet,but it would be crazy.

so this is ok i mean i feel like it is very broad statement of me. i notice that i needed help to do this test it is lie you need some one else to help you evaulte your self bcuase i would confuse what i hope am with what i really am, so it helped to ask some one to see how if this was me and work it out to get to the closes to what i really am.

i think issiah berlin made this i dea about foxs and hairs oor hedge hogs? i think hedge hogs how the foxs move from one subject to another and a hedge hog will stay on one idea for a while. this shows like how isshiah would say i'm fox like with the Enthusiastic interest in everything, which i agree i think it sucks to be labled the science guy r histoy guy when i go on likeyear long ends in one subject like one time it wasavvaion and next physics and women studiesand tons of things so i agree with this but i think it is funny to have a test tell me this. i wonder if poeple woould pay others to evulate them i think thats a problem maybe it is not. well i mean to have to have someone else know you better than you happens but to not have poeple around you be able to tell you that you are these things is sucky. i think to have poeple around they can help you better your self in what ever you are aiming for. if i wanted to be a better mom i could ask some one like my mom and she would blah blah and blah. i think these test are like where you are now and ofthen it would help to have your friends be able to compelent you like this with out it being werid considered sexual or inform you in better words of your faults with out it being mean.

first thought s

Human realshion ships


this is hard. There is a lot to this and it is increaile to tryo to some up all of them. I want to be general and broad my best to help me really fit all of this concept in here. So I want to adress with realshionships is that I think it is hard to have the same realshionship ethier compared to some one elses. For exsample my mom and alis mom. They are both parnets but I feel me and ali's realshionship with our moms is different. I think that we are borh aimign at the same mom and child role but both people are so different. My mom is short , hispanic and had no father grew up with 7 brothers and sisters with a single mom and has been working since she was 14, lived in new york her whole life. Ali jo' mom jody lived in menphise is kinda tall did modleing her dad died as well. She is french canadian and moved to new york 25 years ago. I feel that it is hard to say realshionships are like this or that when every one has really different experiacnes in the same realshionship frame. My mom and alis mom are every different people and we get different realshionships with the same role. What I can say though is that we are aiming at the is the what should a mom do and what should a child should do. This should* that I keep saying the the pictuer that both my mom and her mom have is our idea of a parnet and child realshionship. But even that is different I think my moms idea of a mother and ali jos mom is very different so how can I judge realshionships like this when even the idea that we ar eaiming for is different too? Maybe the foundations of realshions ships not how do they work but what makes them work.


I have been watching star trek next generations they have this thing called a holodeck wher they program a sitation ( like in a 1930s gang war or some castle in euorope) and you act it out or hang out there and the idea sounds like a lot of funbut I feel like people work our realshionships the same way. There is a differnce it is you cant pick the situation it kjust happens so human realshions are like a broken holodeck then. And where when you wind up in king athurs round table you have to be who ever they call you to be you are them if you dont every thing falls apart and you get chased away by land sharks. So we try our best to keep this scean alive and make our selves fit best to what ever is going on around us and if we dislike it we can either turn it off , for some others we are stuck in and cant do any thign about. I hope to do more this is a lot to handle.

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The fist topic I wanted to study in school was how it destorys the curpoisity in student and most poepel involed. I wanted to show how it destryed that aspect in thosands and thosands of people, how it takes such a long time. The more I looked in to this I found some thing just as scary. Not that have a basic cogintive trait destoryed is not scary (a trait that many of speacies of bugs have,) I thought this was s systome of a much larger problem. The problem was aouthity structuers in schools. How it cueroisty is banished and desrtsted to surive for attment to stay mentally healthy as possible. Or maybe the way the struture of school is created no one has the time to persure there own curiousitsy. My idea is that schools bring people to become better indoricatied in a athotity strutcure so they can be used by the other higher in athourity as resources to expand there ecomomic power .

My idea is that schools are the mouth of the athouerity systeam. If we where to look at aouerty as a digeistive systeam I think school is the mouth to soften people up fro the furher brain smahshing that will achore later. I find it wierid that if I told a bunch of popeoel to sit in a room for 45 mins or maybe an hour of no talking or communaction of any kind unless I deem it nessary. that woiuld be crazy for me to belive and for them to do this let alone consecitly for 6 hours. But it fine for a school to do this why? I belive it is beuase we all eel they have that aohtyerty so this instiution has the right and the reason to keep you in all day. Why?? is it because this instoruio is linked to other? Why cant I says on a resume I spent 45 mins a day growing or talking to my mother ( who si preobly more in touch or should be more in thocuh with what I need to know in order to sureive with this situations around me.) hell or reading comics books I mean I think of me doing trig or finding x as usefull in my life as knowing the green latern chant. Why is this done I think to peroccuipe the poepel so school could slowly break them down and while they are doing that students will be preoccipide with porperganda only what the instituion wants them to know. Such as hot the only way to be successful is to make lots of green papers. That the world around you is made up of resources that you can expoilt and make even more money.

One thing school takes more than any thing I belive is time. Time is a big deal there a lot you can do with time. I went in to school not knowing any thing and came out not know a thing I feel helpless. I do not know how to pay for crap like heat or rent. Do I need a creait card what is there that I can use around me to eat. Is there a possible way for me to survie out side of this? Are there ways I could help out the place I live to make it more livable ,maybe put more fish back in the ocean ? Most schools I know of do not teach this or even have an answer.i think schools create us more helpless and we are more depentent on the ecomomny to feed us , the auothority to save us all of it to control us. School is one part of a whole that is trying to use humans as resources .

So I hope to convaye that that school in all of it indocritanions and brain smashing is trying to make people are supitible to become resources to help expand the systeams ecomonic power.

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listening to every one it is funny that there's is a sought of understanding that this sucks but it is OK! from Ms. D and Fanning I felt they where different but similar in most of there options. i feel like i was expecting to much from them. i was expecting an explanation or some ideas about the industrialization of school. what i felt was that they where fine with it and to them it made sense. compared to every one else i talked to this is opposite of what my mother , brother, friends, other family, aqquaintance and other school teachers. why is it that they had a good feeling about institutionalized schooling? i mean Mr. Fanning said that a perfect eduction is a never ending one , this is great but his perspective of education was werid he felt it had to do with instuitions and degrees. i wonder wha he would feel about home schooling or unschooling? he relly seems to feel that a good edcuation is one in a building that will give you a paper sayign you did it. also does he want poeple to constanly go to school even when they are old? i think school is not a place of learning but of reshaping and i have learned more out side of school than i have inside. what bothers me too is when some one said some thing abut child based curiousty learning he said " when poepel say why cant we learn what we want i always say you know abuot mtv and music videos you wouldnt be learning any thing." i mean this was offenseive in some ways but i can understand in his point of view why he woulod say that. offienve becuase i dont atch mtv i really know notihng about it. i have and had curioistys about things that could easyly have been classes like physics, poilticl philosy , evoulstioary psycology ,japanese history , american history ,social science , biblcal histlory ,avataion , germen history, rennisace artiture , feminsim ,film making and on and on and on. there is no mtv or any real bull shit that he thoght i would like to learn about. and i feel he was belitting me and peers off of some obsumtion he had. did you know kevin likes astro physics? i mean i was talkign to him about white holes and how black holes work and alot i do not remeber it all but he was curious about it. i think is sucks that mr fanning assumes so much with out knowing so much. i feel that eveyr one has there own curiosty that may stem form other things in there lives. maybe if kevin had some way to feed this he might get in to history of astromy ,particle physics hell i mean who really knows he will never be expoased or given the time to expose him self to some thign he likes and is constuctive. so the point of all this was to show how instistiosn really destory the curtios some one has and it never goes any where it just sits.
another thing i want to address is the how i can understand why he would feel that. all he is reciving is poeple failing and wanting to watch mtv more than the stuff he wants them to do. so it is fusting but to assume so little from a large group of poeple is think is pushing it really i wonder why does he like his job if so many are so hopelesss? i wouldn't.